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Sharon Tseung singing What Hurts the Most [30 Mar 2008|08:29am]

[09 Jul 2007|11:54pm]
"you have to give friendship to receive friendship"

When I first read this quote in a book I used for a psych project in the beginning of junior year, I thought it meant something. I felt that it made sense, and it totally followed what I believe -- if you give, you'll receive -- and it really made me think. "am I giving too little to my friends? They've been so great to me, I think they deserve more from me." And that's exactly what I did. I wanted to give more to my friends, but then I gave more and more and anticipated something that would never come. I was pretty disappointed when nothing big happened to me at the end of the school year. even better, not only did I have no ride home (luckily my little cousin got her license a few days before so she gave me a ride—thanks laliiii!), I was left alone on the last day of school which was definately not what I expected. It makes me sad how many people don’t respect the “golden rule” anymore. Two years in a row, I was unable to follow through with my resolutions of keeping close with friends, making sure no one dislikes me, trying to make people happy, and keeping my promises.

That brings me to promises. Last year I believed that my promises and promises people make for me will be true and will follow through. But little did I know, very few do stay true—in high school at least. I remember all the big/important/specials promises I make and people make for me and right now, I feel that very few of them will follow through. Many just were forgotten by the other, or don’t feel like following through with anymore which is fine but still sucks. I hate it people who promise things but don’t mean it. If you’re going to promise something, please mean it; even if it’s small, it may mean a lot to the other person.

Oh and when people get into an argument and everything is basically done and over with, aren’t you supposed to go on as if nothing happened? How are you supposed to react to something that’s resolved? Neither person wants to talk about it or recall it, right?
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[08 Jul 2007|12:22am]

(i dont have a paypal acct btw)

[27 Jun 2007|05:16pm]
booo... i got a ticket for parking up top at ohlone :(
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[25 Jun 2007|06:46pm]
yay license
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[16 Jun 2007|02:14pm]
ahhh... today is such a good day!! VERY nice weather. sunny, but not too hot and not too cold. i want to go outside and do something, i think imma go play some tennis later. what makes today even better is that school is finally over. i usually do my little reflection of the year and i will.. this time it wont be so long cuz i dont feel like thinking lol

i guess ill make it the next time i write something on lj.. maybe tmrw

[14 Jun 2007|11:51pm]
you know what i dont like? i dont like it when things are invitation only first and then it gets popular and it becomes public. i think its really stupid. i mean, people work kinda hard to get someone to invite them and then a few weeks later, it becomes public. for example, livejournal used to be invite only and i was invited after a few months of trying to find someone to invite me. after about 2 weeks, it becomes public. i was SO PISSED OFF! then facebook. okay i was one of the first irvington people to get facebook.. i think i was like the 23rd person or something.. and then suddenly it got popular. i was like "oh cool!" and then suddenly it becomes public and i was like "wtf?" i mean, facebook's been invite only for a LONG time, when it was college only.. no high school. and now facebook's been plagued with apps that make it seem like myspace. i mean, sure some are awesomely cool, but people are turning facebook into myspace. there's already a myspace, why not just use that? sure facebook has cool picture options but that doesnt mean people should turn their facebook into a myspace. keep myspace and facebook seperate please!!

okay strayed wayyy off point... yeah i've been so tired of so many things recently. school, tests, precal, people. these things make me mad and makes me wanna kick someone in the face.
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OMG [19 Apr 2007|09:06pm]
[ mood | OWWWWW ]


NEVER eat a habanero pepper by itself. if you were in the courtyard today, you saw me eat it and try to be a hardass and say it was a 0.5 rating. HAH, yeah right. after a few minutes, i was dying!!! my whole mouth felt like it was on fire and i wanted to kill myself. scott hamilton is my savior for giving me a box of milk and so is kevin chu for giving me the ice cream that totally saved my mouth from utter destruction. i felt okay for a while, but then at american, during the tennis match, i wasnt feeling so great. i HAD to lay down on my stomach and after about 10 minutes, right after i hung up on my dad telling him to pick me up, i threw it all up. i was happy i threw it up cuz it totally made me feel better after a few minutes, but i was also not happy cuz all the spiciness came back into my mouth and throat. it was not a good experience at all. my stomach was burning before and after my little incident at american. so afterward, my stomach felt like it was totally empty so i had some carl's jr. after i ate all my superstar, i took a 2 hr nap and now i feel a lot better. kinda hungry tho. good thing my tennis teammates, most especially varun chugh, was there and darwin eng was there to help me out. its pretty upsetting that i had to leave early tho, cuz i was so looking forward for today's match against american. i heard it was pretty intense, but irvington lost 2-5. watever im tired.

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[16 Aug 2006|11:19am]
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[09 May 2006|04:36pm]

i needa sleep more so i can get healthy...
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[08 May 2006|09:50pm]
Once you are tagged you MUST write an entry about 6 weird habits as well as odd information about you. State this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next six people to be tagged and list their names.

Tagged by LL
1. if i wanna be someone's friend, i think they wanna be my friend too.. IM SO STUPID
2. i remember the most useless details/things but have a hard time remembering the important things
3. i say a lot of things without thinking
4. things outside my house MUST be neat, but everything in my house/room: i dont care if its messy or not
5. i tend to develop crushes on girls before meeting her
6. i like to ignore people when i'm angry at them

i tag jessica chang, tiffany, shirfeng, deborah, alice, and jen wang!!!

okay, well that was fun?

[20 Apr 2006|02:19pm]
when you guys put up "call cell" on you away message.. do you expect someone to call you? personally.. i like it when people call me when they see "call cell" on my away ^^
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lalala.. [15 Apr 2006|11:32am]
from mr kelvin yuenCollapse )
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dumb! [10 Apr 2006|05:23pm]
[ mood | doodoodoo ]

i need more asian music.. they sound a lot better than american music right now. anyone wanna lend me some cds or maybe send me some or something?

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umm [05 Apr 2006|08:41pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

i guess im dropping outta geometry honors...

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LOL [29 Mar 2006|11:19pm]
what you doing, you child molester?!?
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iPod [20 Mar 2006|04:23pm]
[ mood | doing-owowowowow.... ]

LOL i thought i lost my ipod, but it was actually in my backpack for the whole weekend.

hecka wanna play tennis right now... but the stupid rain cancelled practice and i had a dentist appointment anyway

dude i cant wait for the exit exam!!! its gonna be so funny. hopefully my cockiness won't get the best of me and kick me in the butt.

and hell yes!! i think im finally over it!!

apathetic is the way to be, dude

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CRAPPY [13 Mar 2006|11:32pm]
you know when my favorite part of the day is?

right before i sleep. that is my "me" time that i seriously need. that is really the only time i get to myself and it feels good after a day of crap that happens every freakin day. i just lay there thinking until i get sleepy and i sleep. makes me feel so much better about myself the next day.

this has been a problem since freshmen year and its still bothering me. i absolutely hate it when i spend time trying to get to know people and stuff but they dont even TRY to get to know me.

sometimes i wish i never moved from hopkins to irvington.. and sometimes i wish i could express how im feeling better.

freakin holden caulfield.
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uhh [26 Feb 2006|05:56pm]
[ mood | oewivnfk ]

frustration + bored + sad + angry = kelbo boy wonder

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[23 Feb 2006|10:57pm]
[ mood | tch ]

pissed off at a certain someone right now.

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